I’ve tried to be a good girl, be nice and fair…

I’ve tried to forget all a hundred times per day…

I’ve cut my veins, destroyed everything around…

Wanted to be gone forever and never had this feel again.

This long years of madness and this fucking mess — yes it’s still a part of me,

I’ve hated and damned this lovely and right world around me,

Now I’m breaking the loose hanging, strangling, taking life from me,

Yes I’ve stepped to this road again…

Go cut me to the pieces and feed me to your dogs…

Lets be real, you don’t love me, even do not need me by your side,

You just have these same feelings… as me you had never been enough,

The same poison running through your veins like a devil nails pulling from inside…

I’ve never been in Sabbaths, never drunk their swill,

I’ve read the Black magic books but never called him,

Once I bought some Tarots decks, but never played their game,

Hell, who can tell me where from, I have this devilish desire inside me?

I’m steeling like a wild beast and instincts blow my mind…

Its just a heart beats distance between you and me…

You can even do not touch me…

My body any more belongs to me..

Let’s forget all Saint world

Let’s forget the threatening hells throat

Let’s fall into the pillow grass of your Eden

Master feed and fill your beast again…

In the whisperings surrounding us..

*Ahhh you feel pulsing poisoning desire

You feel the bodies calling..

…giiiiive your sssseeeelf awayyyyy..*

Aaaah……………………………..

I like to be here, in my soar sweet feelings cloud around me…

Flying far and far away… I don’t want to come back again…

And I’m losing mind again…

I see their mangled dark hands,

And I hear his deep horse-laugh…

Yeah, now you beast, now you are closer to me…

I’ve stepped to this road again

I’ve betrayed my soul again….

…Slowly falling down the pillows feathers,

Listen, all became so quiet now…

I hear only my and your heart beats…and,

I guess I hear my last sand grain…

Falling down in the sandglass of my life…